I feel creepy and too old for this site

Im 21 and I have people I watch under 18 and I feel like I am being creepy.  I wanna leave DA but you guys draw things soo cuttee and i juss wanna squish my laptop like omagoshhh..  I don't wanna be a creep but I feel like I am...  So I wanna remove some of the people who are like kids, or just remove my DA.  I don't draw anymore, and teh only reason why im here is to look at other's drawings.  I feel useless here.  

If you think otherwise, post here. tell me.  Do i come as creepy?